At the point of emotional conflict, whether it's a constant thing, or just momentary ...there are various ways people adjust and cope. But, we best serve ourselves when we adjust our eyes upon Him.

Some people question the whole of life ...and don't value it, theirs nor the life of others.  This is the worst, and it manifests itself in many ways, to many degrees ...all bad.  Some people go on a 'drunk', some people are reckless in other ways...but we should never be so overwhelmed in this life that we cannot manage ...we do not have to do it alone, if we feel we can't.  Managing life here on earth at our imagined worst, is still better than trying to manage without Him for eternity.  And we should call unto Him, so we aren't managing without Him in the present.  To go the road without Him is sure tragedy.